It is amazing how much I rely on routine. I almost cannot function in any kind of productive capacity if I do not have one. I have realized this immensely these past couple of weeks. My motivation to practice any kung fu or do anything for that matter has been at an all time low. I feel a little ashamed even, being that last week I made all of these statements about how much I am going to take the extra time I have now and use it for training purposes.
I am not saying I have done nothing, a lot has been done in other aspects of my life that I normally would not get the chance to do. I am very happy with that and how life has been treating me, things are going well. However, not only have I not increased my training on my "time off", it has in fact dwindled.
Whether I am motivated or not I should make an effort to stay engaged, this I am aware of. I just have this crazy lethargic feeling that I need to break. I just need to make a new routine for myself, somehow...
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