Lately I have had the sensation of being pushed by a wave in an ocean. I feel like my day to day activities are just flowing nicely. My ability to complete requirements, I Ho Chuan related or not, is surpassing second nature and is just becoming natural in my way of life. The process is starting to become sustainable for me. I am thinking less consciously about what I need to do and just doing it instead. Busy or not, things are getting done and my confidence is at an all time high.
I sometimes look inward in an attempt to find the reason why everything seems easier now. Am I making the illusion that it's easier and just not trying as hard? Unlikely, I am not that kind of person. I am one of those people who beats themselves up mentally for not doing everything they can to achieve something, at least I was. Since joining the I Ho Chuan team almost 3 years ago, this has lessened greatly. Instead of having negative thoughts about what I didn't do, my mind is generating more thoughts about what I can do next time to create a better outcome.
So why then has it become easier? At the moment I believe it is due to repetition and habitual thinking. If you repeat something over and over again, striving to make each time the best you ever have, eventually it becomes easier. Furthermore, since you repeated it so many times it just becomes a part of your life, a habit, something that takes no conscious effort to accomplish.
I am really excited about where I am right now mentally. I am just going to keep riding this wave of momentum and see where it takes me.
Take care everyone.
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