I am leaving the construction industry, clearly my skill set is not the right fit for it. I have never felt quite right in it, but the push to find something else was never there. Moving forward, I am currently aspiring to start a career in healthcare, in one form or another, but it will take some time to accomplish.
Changing careers is no quick decision or process. I need to sacrifice some of my pre-determined plans for this year to get everything in order. My wage or hours will not be what I am accustomed to and there will be training required to attend.
I am still going on my motorcycle trip with my dad, this is non-negotiable. It is quite unlikely we will have another chance at a trip of this magnitude and I will greatly regret if we do not go through with it, not to mention it is one of my personal I Ho Chuan goals. There was a plan to go to Scotland for a wedding in October, our tickets have already been purchased. However, this I cannot commit to anymore, by that time I should have my new career and could not afford the time nor money. I will not hold Mel back though, she will still go while I hold the fort here at home.
Although this is disappointing, I have come to terms with it. I cannot dwell on what was supposed to transpire. Something great will come of this, I just to need to remain calm and remain in each moment. Adapt to what comes my way, react, respond and move forward. Change my intent more often in order to become more flexible and less frustrated. Sounds suspiciously familiar to our kung fu training, always be ready to change intent in an instant, don't anticipate.
It is times like these when it is imperative to be grateful for what I have at this very moment. Be grateful, but not attached.
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