Tuesday, 24 March 2020

Online

For the past three years I have limited my online presence to my weekly blogs and Silent River Kung Fu's online platform. This was in an attempt to focus on my kung fu training and my immediate social circle.

The reasoning for this is I found I was becoming too distracted and I almost felt compelled to keep up with everything everyone posted all the time on Facebook. If I responded to one person's post, I would feel bad if I didn't do the same for everyone else's, fearing they might take it personally.

Unfortunately what this has done has instead alienated me from many of the people I know. Recently, this drove home as I missed out on a couple of family events due to my absence on Facebook. Facebook is the main faucet of communication for almost everyone, including my siblings. 

This is not a failure on their part but in mine. I have been so busy trying to stay out of the online world, expecting others to make me the exception that I could not see what was happening.

My only hope is that I can repair the damage to the relationships this decision has made. It will probably be a slow process, but it will be done. I am dusting off my old online accounts and will be more present. I may not say much, but I will be present and show my presence.

I am not the most social, especially online. As this pandemic continues and we are left with nothing but online communication for contact, I am realizing that I should go more with the flow and stop resisting it.

Life is like a river, let it flow. Blockage causes stagnation which is of no help to anyone. 

1 comment:

  1. I have run into the same issues. I can't see myself spending more time on social networks though so it will bet steady as she goes for me.

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